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He's Having A Baby Part1

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Title: He's Having A Baby

Dear Baby,

Hi, I'm Mason. I'm your daddy, well going to be very soon. Right now you're kicking up a storm and making my bladder a punching bag. It doesn't feel that great. I'm writing this letter to you so you can read it later and understand exactly why you were born, and what my life has become while you were inside me. I had the option of not having you, but I wouldn't do that to you. I realized I already started to love you too much. I went into that doctor's office and I was very close… but I couldn't do it. I begged your grandma to let me keep you. She finally gave in and figured I was old enough to make my own decision. I knew it wasn't your fault why I was so angry with my self. It was your father's fault. I don't talk to him anymore. Being in school, is as hard as it is, without being able to fit in and now having a giant belly that people stare at. Rocky, your real dad, really isn't the best. I mean that. He got me pregnant then pretty much ran away from me. All he used me for was sex, I'll tell you more about what that is later, if you don't already know what that is now as you're reading this. I figured I wouldn't tell Rocky about you, and I never will. Luckily he didn't go to my school, or we would have a problem. There is another guy in my life though and he loves you so much. His name is Charlie. He accepted the responsibility of being your father. I told him he didn't have to do that, but he wanted to. I told him I was pregnant right after we started going out. I explained to him what happened, and he understood. I was grateful to have found him. It took him a week to accept the responsibility. He though of the idea all on his own. Over the past months he has grown to love you just as I have. I have two brothers, your uncles, Bentley, and Neil. Bentley is younger than me. He is 16 and in his second year of high school. I'm 18 and in my last year of high school. Neil is 22 and married to the love of his life, Beth. Whom I love dearly, as though she is my big sister. They met after high school, when they got to college. After school, they traveled the world for a year and then got married. She is having a baby too, three months behind me. My mom, your grandma, is a very understanding, and terrific woman. She has helped me so much during my pregnancy. Sadly I'm sorry to say you don't have a grandpa. He died when I was 13. He was the greatest guy I ever knew. No one could ever take his place. He taught me pretty much everything up until he got sick. He died shortly after that. I miss him so much, and you'll here me talk about him a lot don't worry. I'm 7 months pregnant with you now as I write this. It's been an emotional roller coaster having you so far, but I have managed to get this far without breaking down. I have Charlie to help with that I guess. He really can't wait to see you, and neither can I. In the rest of this letter I'll tell you word from word explaining just what has been going on this whole time. So baby, my story and yours… starts here:

It was a cold October day and the leaves ran down the street as the wind blew. I pulled my black skinny jeans on and buttoned them. My mom always told me I looked like some emo kid with my black hair that ran over my eyes and my dark clothing style. It wasn't that dark, I just liked the colors red and black. Some times Purple for fun. I slipped my red tee on and headed to my kitchen. After eating breakfast I headed out side for a walk. Stopping by the bush to puke one more time this morning. I was already a month into my pregnancy and not happy about it. My mom figured it out after I started going to school right after I threw up every morning even getting calls from the nurse saying I threw up in class, around noontime. She first thought I had a problem and that I was making my self throw up but that wasn't it, it was just you messing with my hormones. I made my way out to the football field and sat on the bleachers. I sat down and watched as everyone ran around the track or played football. I couldn't do gym since I didn't want to hurt you. After a few minutes of sitting in the cold I started to shiver. I could see my breath out here. The couch would always look over to me, to make sure I was ok. I nodded to him saying I was fine. I didn't have many friends, still don't. It was a day later, sitting on the bench again, I was freezing and someone sat down. I looked to them and it was a boy with blond hair, and green eyes. He was really hot to me and very, very cute. I was not having the best day and didn't feel like talking to anyone so I just ignored him.

" Hi." He said to me. I looked at him then back at the field.

" I'm Charlie Ovesen. You are?" He asked. I kept looking away.

" Alright you don't have to tell me." He said relaxing on the bench. I gave in and finally talked to him.

" Mason… Mathen." I said to him.

" Well hello." He smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile too.

" You look cold?" He said to me, taking off his jacket. He swung it over my shoulder. The warmth of his jacket, made me warm up very fast.

" Thanks." I said pulling it around me.

"I don't think I've ever seen you around here. Have I?" He asked me.

"I don't remember seeing you." I shrugged. He smiled at me.

" Then we never have seen each other. How weird. I know you're a senior though, right?"

" Yeah, You?" I asked. He nodded and looked at the field. I felt really warm now, even a bit too warm. I took the jacket off and thank god Gym was last period, I stood up when the couch told everyone to go inside. Charlie stood with me.

" So, I saw you sitting over here alone and thought I'd come talk to you."

" Well that was nice, thanks. Oh thanks for the jacket too." I said before walking away.

" You wanna hang out?" He asked when I turned around. I didn't get to answer him in time before I ran to the grass out side the gate and threw up. He ran over to me and stood over me calmly.

" You ok?" he asked. I nodded looking at the ground. I was bent over and I rested my hands on my knees.

" Here." He helped me stand up and gave me a tissue. I took it and wiped my mouth with it.

" Thanks."

" No problem." He said giving me more tissues out of his pocket. I caught my breath and looked at him.

" Sure. I'd like to hang out with you." I smiled. He smiled back at me. I was just surprised he even wanted to talk to me. It was a month of hanging out that got me liking him a lot. I figured it was time to tell him about you. He asked me out one night and soon enough he was my new boyfriend. I invited him over so I could tell him about you. I made dinner and asked my mom to take Bentley out of the house. Bentley knew about the pregnancy but I didn't need him around to make things weird.

I sat down with the plates of food in front of us. We ate and enjoyed the food. I figured it be a good enough time as any to bring it up.

" Charlie." I said to him.

" Yeah." He said looking up from his plate.

" Uh, pass the coke bottle." Ok I chickened out the first time.

" Oh, here." He said passing it over.

" No, no I don't want the coke bottle."

" Sprite then?" He asked holding it up.

" No. I don't want anything. I just want an understanding." I looked down.

" For what?"

" Charlie, I can't hide it anymore… I'm pregnant… I understand if you don't want to date me anymore. I get it."

" What?" He asked confused.

" I'm… pregnant."

" But we never." He said furrowing his brows.

" It's not yours." I said ashamed.

" Who's is it?" He asked getting angry.

" It's my old boyfriends. He got me pregnant then left me. He doesn't know about the baby. I then met you and figured I should tell you about it." I said on the verge of tears.

" Oh… so you didn't cheat on me?" He asked.

" No, I would never do that." I exclaimed. I started to cry now, probably from being so over whelmed. He looked at me sympathetically and got up and walked over to me. He stood me up and pulled me into a hug. That was the first time he kissed me. It was very comforting. He rocked me back and fourth in his arms and hushed me. My tears ran out and I calmed down. He sat me back down and he got on his knees in front of me.

" I'm not leaving you." He said with a big smile. I sniffled and smiled at his sweet face.

It was then that week he came back to me and told me about his plans. He had said he sat down and thought long and hard about it. He even talked to his mom, your other grandmother about it. She told him it was a big responsibility and she wanted to meet first. After just an hour with his mom, she supported the idea of Charlie being your daddy. I was relieved and really emotional. I cried the whole way back to my house. Grandma and Bentley were also quite happy about Charlie being your daddy. Grandma thought he was a terrific boy for me. I thought so too.
First chapter, what did you think? Let me know. Please review! And ignore any spelling errors if any! Thanks!
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